I just had a strange day... one of these days you have tons of things to do, all alone, and you have all the time to be in your head. Of course it was a rainy day, not gloomy but grey enough to fit perfectly with my mood.
I saw the movie Control. I'm still thinking about it and will for some time. The movie itself is absolutely beautiful (in black and white) the photography express perfectly the atmosphere. But it's the story, the life of Ian Curtis, the path in wich is life led to that strikes me the most. He had a good life and then everything fell apart, everything that could go wrong went wrong. He lost control of his life. At the end he had only one choice left. He made that choice. Nobody can blame him, it was the only way out.
After the movie I went to the "national library" of montreal to finally get my card. The lady had a hard time to subscribe me because the system would not want my password wich is why when I tried to register on the web (1 year ago) i never received any confirmation. Strange.
And then I ate (alone) and went to a meeting with my clients for a school project at a tea room.
Strange day.
Lonely day.